It's gone from really wanting this to be infertility journey to be over to NEEDING it to be over. My tolerance for dealing with loss and grief gotten thinner and thinner. I think because the wounds keep piling on top of each other that there hasn't been time to heal from one thing before the next thing happens. The grief of infertility (for me anyways) just seems to compound.
I need to get out of this spiral and move on to more positive things.
Praying for you during this holiday season! I know just how hard it can be, seeing everyone soo happy, yet struggling to pull your holiday spirit out of hiding. Your day will come! Stay strong!
ReplyDeleteInfertility is just a hellish tornado of wounds on top of wounds. I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. It's just not fair. xoxo
ReplyDeleteI hear you. My tolerance for this stuff seems lower and lower lately as well. I really hope you guys can work through the donor issues and finally see some peace with this.
ReplyDeleteI'm so very sorry for all you've been through. I hope there will be positive news soon.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you.
Hello nice post.
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