Still waiting

So my body has decided that it is going to take it's sweet time to have a period.  I'm on day 42(!) right now.  This has happened a few times in the past couple of years.  It never really inconvenienced me much when it happened then.

This time though, it has successfully increased my anxiety.  Because I finished my endometrin yesterday and I'm still taking the lupron.  The doctor thought I would have my period by yesterday. 

I know, it's only one day, but I can't help but worry that it's going to mess up my lining or hormone levels for next month. 

If there was any sign of it coming I might not be as worried.  I sometimes spot a bit before it shows up, but this time I haven't.  

My moods haven't been great, and have been kind of PMS-ey but that could also be the meds.  Or it could be depression related.  I dunno. 

Tomorrow I'm going to call the nurse and tell her I'm feeling anxious about this.  I'm going to ask her if it's a big deal? And how it can affect my next cycle.  

Tonight, D and I are going out for dinner with friends that we don't see often.  It will be a nice treat to have a meal out on a weeknight.  We're having Italian too, my favourite!