Parenting after chronic infertility. Our story involves working with CCRM after experiences with diminished ovarian reserve, severe male factor infertility, 4 reproductive endocrinologists, 8 donor embryos, 2 IVFs, 6 FETS, 1 fresh donor egg cycle, 1 failed agency egg donor, 15 vitrified donor eggs, 4 surgeries for her, 1 for him, 3 miscarriages, 1 chemical and 5 canceled cycles. After seven years, one amazing couple set us on a new path by choosing us to be parents for their son.
Fuck!!! No. Oh, sweetheart, I am so fucking sorry. My heart dropped. Really wishing we were neighbors. I'd just hold your hand for hours. I'm of course here if you need anything at all. tut072012@gmail.com. This is so not okay in any way. Holding your hand in cyberspace. Be gentle with your good self.
I am so, so sorry to hear this news. Have been following anonymously for some time now and was so hoping this was it for you. I wish there was something to do, to say, to provide comfort. Sending healing thoughts into the atmosphere to surround you as you somehow work through this latest loss.
Oh no. No no no no. This should not be happening. This cannot be happening. I'm just so horribly shocked and sorry for you guys. Julia, if there's anything I can do or you need to vent, please let me know. Hugging you hard over the distance.
Julia, i am so very sorry. I wish this was not something that you had to deal with. please be good to yourself. Allow yourself to feel what you need to feel. Lean on the support that you have IRL and on us when you need to vent.
Oh Julia this is SO unfair! I am so very sorry this is happening to you. Please know that you and your husband are in my thoughts.
ReplyDeleteI am so very sorry!!
ReplyDeleteI am so so sorry and so so angry for you. Not fair. Not fair. Not fair. I hate this so much :(
ReplyDeleteI am so angry for you! ((HUGS)) Sending you nothing but love...I am so sorry Julia.
ReplyDeleteNooooooo! Oh Julia, I'm so sorry! I was so sure that you would be posting good news! There are simply no words! I hate this!
ReplyDeleteI' m very sory. I don't want to upset you, but I knew something was wrong when you wrote that the heartbeat was only 90. I' m very sorry!
ReplyDeleteOh God no. This is a nightmare. I'm so very, very sorry.
ReplyDeleteOh my gosh. There really are no words. :( I am so, so, very sorry. This is an absolute nightmare; I'm so sorry. :'(
ReplyDeleteI am so,so sorry this is happening. It's so fucking unfair.
ReplyDeleteFuck!!! No. Oh, sweetheart, I am so fucking sorry. My heart dropped. Really wishing we were neighbors. I'd just hold your hand for hours. I'm of course here if you need anything at all. tut072012@gmail.com. This is so not okay in any way. Holding your hand in cyberspace. Be gentle with your good self.
ReplyDeleteNo!
ReplyDeleteI am so so terribly sorry for your loss.
So sorry.
I am thinking of you.
Karen
:( I'm so so sorry for this. :(
ReplyDeleteThere are no words. I am so, so, so very sorry. Am thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteI am so, so sorry to hear this news. Have been following anonymously for some time now and was so hoping this was it for you. I wish there was something to do, to say, to provide comfort. Sending healing thoughts into the atmosphere to surround you as you somehow work through this latest loss.
ReplyDeleteOh honey! I am so, so sorry! There are no words! Sending hugs!!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear this... prayers sent your way
ReplyDeleteVery disappointed for you and sending prayers. XO
ReplyDeleteOh no. No no no no. This should not be happening. This cannot be happening. I'm just so horribly shocked and sorry for you guys. Julia, if there's anything I can do or you need to vent, please let me know. Hugging you hard over the distance.
ReplyDeleteOh no!!!!!! I can't believe this news. I am so terribly sorry.
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Oh no. I'm so, so sorry to hear that, Julia.
ReplyDeleteKeeping you and your husband in our thoughts.
I am so terribly sorry for your loss. I just don't understand why life is so incredibly cruel.
ReplyDeleteThis is just so unfair. Huge hugs to you and your DH. It's such an empty place. Please be gentle with yourself in your grief.
ReplyDeleteJulia, i am so very sorry. I wish this was not something that you had to deal with. please be good to yourself. Allow yourself to feel what you need to feel. Lean on the support that you have IRL and on us when you need to vent.
ReplyDeleteI am so terribly sorry to hear this devastating news. Will be thinking and praying for you and your husband.
ReplyDeleteNot fair. I'm so sorry. Not the news I was expecting. Prayers..
ReplyDeleteI wish I had words to make it better, but I don't. So all I will say is "this sucks big time". Thinking of you...
ReplyDeleteI am so very sorry for your loss :(
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear about your loss xoxo
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