Cycle Day 43 and Counting

D wants me to take a pregnancy test.

I took one over a week ago just to settle my mind with the negative.  I didn't expect a positive in any way, but I just needed to get it out of my head.  I didn't mention it him.

He says if it was positive that we could be hurting the baby with the Leuprolide shots.

I'm sad that there's a little hope in him that is going to be squashed again soon.